Me myself and I

"When I'm alone in a cold, dark room, well
There's still someone
That I can tell my troubles to

Me, myself, and I will never be alone
We'll find a way to get along
And we'll be fine
When all that's left is me, myself, and I
Myself and I will never be alone
We will find a way to get along
And we'll be fine
When all that's left is me, myself, and I"

     Even when the world feels like it is falling down all arround you, don't cry don't feel sad their is always one person you can share yoour problems to and their is always someone you can believe in and that is you. You can always stay strong for yourself and believe in yourself and love yourself and except yourself when it feels like the whole world is aginist you.
     believeing in yourself is the biggest thing you cann do to change the way things are. Just believe no matter how hard it is, just believe. Have faith and stay strong and always be a friend to yourself and you will never be alone. the hard times will never last and you will come out on the other end a stronger and more well rounded person if you just believe in yourself be your friend and stay strong, because "me myself and I will never be alone, we will find a way to get along."

Friends

3's

         Have you ever noticed that bad things always happen in three's? well this weekend I found out first hand, and I asked myself why do bad things always happen to good people? Even though nothing happened me directly I still came out on the other end emotionaly drained!  

           This weekend really showed me who my friends are and made me feel very excepted and welcomed. When others were sad we all came together and helped each other. I love our girls nights and eating chinese.....these days really make me feel like I am in the right place despite all the bad or wrong in the world, I have found my place. Thanks to my friends you make me whole you make me happy and you make me laugh and have bunches of fun. you mean the world to me. I know that I am next in this crazy cycle but I am not affaired cause I know I have all my friends by my side to  help, and hold my heart in their hands.  

          

First Snowflakes of the Year !!

               Weird enough to say today is December 1st and we are seeing the first snowfall of the year. It was a joy to wake up and see right before my eyes falling around my windowsill the first snowflakes of the year. I was excited until 10 seconds later after brushing my teeth in our community bathroom, a girl walks in with mud all down her side.
                She was wearing cute boots and a nice sweater but their was cold mud all down her side. I asked her what happened and she proceeded to tell me that she fell down a hill on her way to class, and that she had to site through two classes covered in mud. This made me worried about my walk to class in the blistery wet first snowfall of the year.
                I got dressed put on my boots and the millions and millions of layer I needed to stay worm with the long walk ahead of me. I put on my coat and head down the hallways to the door. As I reach the door I opened it and just stayed in the door way for a few minutes prying that something could stop me from going out into the blister white nightmare. I got the courage and started to walk I made it to class in record time and i never slipped not even one. I walked so fast because I had to keep moving to stay worm. As i sat down in my worm classroom I thought to myself , if I could make it through this today i can make it through anything. I hope you guys are enjoying the winter weather ? Is their snow where you are?

going away and comming back

Isent it weaird when you leave somewhere where you have been for a while and your gone and come back? It is a weird feeling to come and go like that and it is even harder to adjust. I have been feeling like my sleeping habbits have been thrown out the window and i hate haveing to start all over again.
At least my friends and family in both places stay the same I have no clue what I would do with out them. Just imagine if you had to make new ones every time you came back, wow wouldn't that suck. Well does nayone else out their feel the same way? Does anyone have that same weird feeling? Let me know I would love to hear your feed back. Talk to me !!!

Life and Friends

               Have you ever had a conflict with your girl friends or had old friends leave your life for reason you either can't remember or have no clue why. Well I think we all have been their. That is what you call life. But "Don't worry about the people in your past there's a reason they didn't make it to your future." Their is a good reason for everything, even if the people in your past have grown up and so have you their are millions of good reasons they didn't make it to your future.
             If you have a friend you have been fighting to keep in touch with or have been fighting to stay friends with but are still their in your life when you look beside you, their is a good reason why they are still in your future as well. look at your friends and acquaintances and really examine your friendships and know that those people who are with you now are their for a reason and each person is special in their own ways, has has their own unique reason their are with you every day. Go hug a friend today tell them how much they mean to you. Thank them for being in your future, but don't grieve about the ones that were left behind.

Hello Yall,
    I know there are alot of you out their, that are wondering how this blog relates to anyhting. I am here to updating you and let you know what this blog is all about. This is a blog about life and things that people go through, feel and don't really express. I am, bringing them up in an artitistc way. I am showing you that you are not alone and that everyone feels the same ways.
      It is ok to have emotion and to cry, laugh, smile, frown and just be you no matter what it takes. It make take blood sweat and tears. It may take a flick of the rist or it may take years, moths, days and weeks. But just be yourself and understand it may take others longer to understand and get to the point where they can be their total selves arround people. Make friends envite people in your life and treat everyone as you wish to be treated.