Me myself and I

"When I'm alone in a cold, dark room, well
There's still someone
That I can tell my troubles to

Me, myself, and I will never be alone
We'll find a way to get along
And we'll be fine
When all that's left is me, myself, and I
Myself and I will never be alone
We will find a way to get along
And we'll be fine
When all that's left is me, myself, and I"

     Even when the world feels like it is falling down all arround you, don't cry don't feel sad their is always one person you can share yoour problems to and their is always someone you can believe in and that is you. You can always stay strong for yourself and believe in yourself and love yourself and except yourself when it feels like the whole world is aginist you.
     believeing in yourself is the biggest thing you cann do to change the way things are. Just believe no matter how hard it is, just believe. Have faith and stay strong and always be a friend to yourself and you will never be alone. the hard times will never last and you will come out on the other end a stronger and more well rounded person if you just believe in yourself be your friend and stay strong, because "me myself and I will never be alone, we will find a way to get along."

Friends

3's

         Have you ever noticed that bad things always happen in three's? well this weekend I found out first hand, and I asked myself why do bad things always happen to good people? Even though nothing happened me directly I still came out on the other end emotionaly drained!  

           This weekend really showed me who my friends are and made me feel very excepted and welcomed. When others were sad we all came together and helped each other. I love our girls nights and eating chinese.....these days really make me feel like I am in the right place despite all the bad or wrong in the world, I have found my place. Thanks to my friends you make me whole you make me happy and you make me laugh and have bunches of fun. you mean the world to me. I know that I am next in this crazy cycle but I am not affaired cause I know I have all my friends by my side to  help, and hold my heart in their hands.  

          

First Snowflakes of the Year !!

               Weird enough to say today is December 1st and we are seeing the first snowfall of the year. It was a joy to wake up and see right before my eyes falling around my windowsill the first snowflakes of the year. I was excited until 10 seconds later after brushing my teeth in our community bathroom, a girl walks in with mud all down her side.
                She was wearing cute boots and a nice sweater but their was cold mud all down her side. I asked her what happened and she proceeded to tell me that she fell down a hill on her way to class, and that she had to site through two classes covered in mud. This made me worried about my walk to class in the blistery wet first snowfall of the year.
                I got dressed put on my boots and the millions and millions of layer I needed to stay worm with the long walk ahead of me. I put on my coat and head down the hallways to the door. As I reach the door I opened it and just stayed in the door way for a few minutes prying that something could stop me from going out into the blister white nightmare. I got the courage and started to walk I made it to class in record time and i never slipped not even one. I walked so fast because I had to keep moving to stay worm. As i sat down in my worm classroom I thought to myself , if I could make it through this today i can make it through anything. I hope you guys are enjoying the winter weather ? Is their snow where you are?

going away and comming back

Isent it weaird when you leave somewhere where you have been for a while and your gone and come back? It is a weird feeling to come and go like that and it is even harder to adjust. I have been feeling like my sleeping habbits have been thrown out the window and i hate haveing to start all over again.
At least my friends and family in both places stay the same I have no clue what I would do with out them. Just imagine if you had to make new ones every time you came back, wow wouldn't that suck. Well does nayone else out their feel the same way? Does anyone have that same weird feeling? Let me know I would love to hear your feed back. Talk to me !!!

Life and Friends

               Have you ever had a conflict with your girl friends or had old friends leave your life for reason you either can't remember or have no clue why. Well I think we all have been their. That is what you call life. But "Don't worry about the people in your past there's a reason they didn't make it to your future." Their is a good reason for everything, even if the people in your past have grown up and so have you their are millions of good reasons they didn't make it to your future.
             If you have a friend you have been fighting to keep in touch with or have been fighting to stay friends with but are still their in your life when you look beside you, their is a good reason why they are still in your future as well. look at your friends and acquaintances and really examine your friendships and know that those people who are with you now are their for a reason and each person is special in their own ways, has has their own unique reason their are with you every day. Go hug a friend today tell them how much they mean to you. Thank them for being in your future, but don't grieve about the ones that were left behind.

Hello Yall,
    I know there are alot of you out their, that are wondering how this blog relates to anyhting. I am here to updating you and let you know what this blog is all about. This is a blog about life and things that people go through, feel and don't really express. I am, bringing them up in an artitistc way. I am showing you that you are not alone and that everyone feels the same ways.
      It is ok to have emotion and to cry, laugh, smile, frown and just be you no matter what it takes. It make take blood sweat and tears. It may take a flick of the rist or it may take years, moths, days and weeks. But just be yourself and understand it may take others longer to understand and get to the point where they can be their total selves arround people. Make friends envite people in your life and treat everyone as you wish to be treated.

    Theses days skinny is the new fat and fat is the new obese. these pictures show us what are new role model is in life the new barbie doll girls play with. to me this is sickening and UN called for. Women should feel good about themselves and know that no matter what you look like it is OK to be the same and it is OK to be different. In the second image it shows that people make fun of things that are no the same as them. They think that different is bad going tout of the norm is bad too. But what can we do to change this ? is their a way we can make people see that we are all people just like everyone else. Skinny is not the new fat ! and fat is not the new obese! lets make people all over the world feel good about themselves today !! are you willing to take the challenge????      

Walls

These walls, too hard to climb.
And that ladder is too hard to find.
I don't want to be here anymore.

The sky is falling all over again
Just another day's conclusion
Another disillusion
The sky is falling all over again
Am I losing my composure?
Way too much exposure to compromise
I can't take on these walls
     -Hanson
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         Has anyone ever felt like you can't make it out alive. Ever felt that something was too much to great to conquer, well i know i have felt that way before. Hanson does a great job at takeing these feeling and writting them down expressing them and makeing them real. They love to take things that everyone feels but just wornt talk about and adress them as normal every day feelings. Listening to their songs makes me feel thhat I am not alone and that their are people out their who feeel the same way as me. When I heard this song for the first time I almost cried becuase i could completely understand what they were expressing through song. Have you ver felt like "These Walls, were too hard to climb." Have you ever felt that you donm't want to be here any more? let me know how you fee about this song and click on the link if you want to hear it or read more.

Talents?

 A career is born in public -- talent in privacy.
         -Marilyn Monroe

      Growing up I always thoguht I had many talents, and I played with them all the time. But now that I am grown I relized that thoes talents were only childish imagination. Like Peter Pan and Tinker Bell, and Dorthy and the Muchkins. I now wish I had a talent to share with the world. But with time I found that everyone has a talent and that talent is just being you. Everyone is different in this world but what is special is that we are soo alike that we don't even know it.
        We wish because if we didn't have anyhting to wish for their would be nothing to live for and life would be a endless walk to nowhere. So we dream to fullfill a day a month a year a life an eternity and hope that we are happy. If the outcome is something we don't like, we wish again and again and again. We love to play with luck and dream as big as we want to. Do you Dream? Do you have a Talent?

Future

"Give a girl the right shoes, and she can conquer the world."
— Marilyn Monroe

      Do you know what you want to do with your future ? In ten years can you tell me exactly where you will be? Where will you be living? And what job you will have? Most girls would answer with the word yesand say "I have a plan" they eather want to be a teacher, be a doctor or a millionaire. But do most women really know what they want to do. I thought I always wanted to be a teacher and that was it, but then I came to College and that all changed. I have no clue what I want to do, or  where I see myself in ten years....It's hard but it's fun, it's confusing but real, it's overwelming but not boarding and I kinda like it. As Marilyn Monroe would say "Give a girl the right shoes, and she can conquer the world." So I know i am in the right place i just have to know how to use this new home and complete what I came here for and that is to become a stronger women a better friend and an educated professional at life.

Little Sarah